Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim..
Gloomy? Yes i am.
Why am i so gloomy? Because i make it gloomy, so now it's so gloomy. I don't wanna to let it dark, though. But the light is in an unknown place now. I don't like all the facts nowadays, yea, i hate it! I hate it so much, the facst that just too annoying. And other facts that only make me like a stupid creature that keep in shock state at anytime. I hate it. I hate my self that can not doing anything. What am i supposed to do? The answer back to me again. Why i make it so hard to be through? Because i'm still a kid eventough i'm 23 y.o now. I don't like to be pushed, but i can not push my own self. Kanashi desu ne. Ima atashi mou chotto sabishi. Aaah, i feel like an alien. Can i go to other planet?? I can not get along with all my activites, i left behind, again.. Haaaaah..what am i looking for? I don't know..basically i now the theory, i understand it well, but it's just too hard to through. Why? That's because i'm so damned gloomy. I can not bring my self to be more positive. Back again as an lonely introvert. Aaaaarggggggghhhhh...gloomy..yeah..
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